I need you my friend

Remember when I hugged and wept? and I wondered why you crying and you just answered "I am so happy that I fear that this happiness ends." Throughout this time, I was there for when you had no strength I could give you mine, for when you need a shoulder to cry on my hadst, for when you to feel lost, I be your way, I was always there, and now I ask you where you were when I most needed you, when I cried all night when I asked you a hug in silence, when I said I loved you and the other side so I heard your breath? me where it says that our friendship, that love, that complicity that always united us, our crazy ones, the ones our moments of laughter only ones, those moments when we were we true, without covers nothing, where does all this was stop? died? disappeared? or we're both trying to tell ourselves that disappeared in the background but still here that longing to be together. because to me you continue to be important, I still need your smile, because I want you by my side again, so here I tell you baby I want you back.
 Here I open my heart again I leave the wounds open, because you alone Can you cover ever because you alone fillest the place that is open on my chest. 
with all this love just wanna tell you, I can go through everything and a little more but you will always be my strength even further is that I think of you when I'm down, when I'm sad when I remember you smiled of course, because actually you keep your place in my heart, with certain beats. not ask to come back but only beg your friendship back, because it makes me missing 
I tried to apologize for everything, because yes I was wrong and I want to redeem myself from my mistake and that to me is the most important. we only ask you one more opportunity to our friendship it is important to me to be happy, please just ask you it this time, you know me ages and continue to be a great friend, I want to talk to you again, I miss yours, I miss you, your presence makes me missing please return with your friendship for me 
I miss you 
I need you 
I love you 
above all are my giant convinced, my beautiful boy 
ps: after this I do not know what else to say
love you